Going into this Memorial Day 2013, I thought I would re-post my blog post from 2006 that I wrote shortly after getting into Afghanistan starting a pivotal chapter of my life. Every once in a while I go back and read those old blog posts to try and capture the feelings and emotions I had back then. In reading this one, I felt it would be a good one to repost today.
Little did I know how many more names would be added to that list of warriors that I personally honor on this weekend.
Today was a busy day in A-stan, as our ANA battalion was getting settled in. I had my first full day with them, spending most of my time with the ANA CSM. They are like dealing with 3rd graders, and not so much because of their education level but because of their maturity level. I can see many more frustrating days with these guys. I had my first Chi tea today along with nuts, raisins, and peas. I had this with the CSM as met and talked today. Even though I got to really get ingrained with the ANA and had to deal with a variety of issues, my thoughts really were not here today.
Today my thoughts were on many friends and soldiers that have given their lives for this country. My thoughts were of faces, faces of friends, faces of patriots, faces of sons, brothers, uncles, and fathers. Faces of men like SGT David Roustum, whom I lost in Iraq in November 2004. Faces of men like PFC Ben Schuster whom I lost in Iraq in February 2006. Faces of men like SGT Ronald Randazzo who was a friend and fellow soldier who left this world in March 1990 just a few kilometers from where I was battling the Iraq army. Faces of SGT Ed Kutz who died at the battle of 73 easting in March of 1990. Men like SFC (Retired) Lou Legier, who was one of my closest and best friends that I lost due to a motorcycle accident in Atlanta Georgia just a few years ago. See this is what memorial day is all about, but of course unless you have the pains of these faces in your memory it all gets lost in extra days off from work, BBQs and sprucing up the landscaping in the front yard.
These men and others that I was acquainted with or had served with whom are no longer here is what has been on my mind all day. I think not only of them, but also their families, friends, loved ones. I think of what they would be doing today if they were still here. I so badly wanted to take a moment today and spend some time remembering them in solace, but I was having to do my job all day with the ANA, a job that I hope will be successful so there are no more names added to any walls.
Tonight I sit here in my TOC (tactical operations center) typing this entry in quiet, using this private time to remember them. Using this medium to talk about these great men and these thoughts. I sit here listening to the tacsat radio about weapon cache finds and about riots in Kabul because of a stupid accident and dumb people. That is a distracter, but so is a war in a country like this place. We did have a very important visitor today, the top General of the Afghanistan Army. But I will write more about that later.
I urge that anyone who reads this to take a moment and think about what this day is about. Think about the blood, bones, sweat and tears that our young and old alike shed in order to protect your way of life, in order for you to have a job much less an extra day off. Just take a moment, not long, and think of all they do for you and your family. God Bless them all.